I meant to tell you

I remeber all the times we spent together
all day and all night
in the cold in the dark.
I remeber you holding me, putting me to sleep.
I remember you telliny me not to be rude, or talk back to my parents,
and that i should be respectfull to my parents.
I loved seeing your smile
I always seen you smile.
I remember that we used to sit up long hours, and never go to sleep.
We'd watch movies, and eat chocolate.
The last thing you told me was " i love you" and " Happy Birthday"
You grabed my hand and told me that you'd always be with me not matter what.
I didn't know what you were talking about at first, but then it dawned on me.

It was a whie ago....
But i remember when you were laying their in the hospital bed.
And all the things we did together.
But then you died.
I meant to tell you that.